where have all my mixes gone?

Most of my compilation CDs that I can currently find are mellow and pretty. I swear I've made some upbeat mixes, but they keep disappearing. Like this one:

Songs to Clean the House By (c. Feb. 2001)

1. Get This Party Started - Pink
2. Superstylin’ - Groove Armada
3. I Believe in Miracles - Hot Chocolate
4. Magic Carpet Ride - Go Sdtrk
5. Brimful of Asha - Cornershop
6. Cruisin’ Together - Duets Sdtrk
7. Bouncing Around the Room - Phish
8. Scarlet Begonias - Sublime
9. Joe and Rosalita - Phil Vassar
10. Sin Wagon - Dixie Chicks
11. This is not a Song about a Train - Andrew Bird
12. You Are my Sunshine - O Brother Sdtrk
13. Bei Mir Bist du Shoen - Swing Kids Sdtrk
14. Bamboleo - Gipsy Kings
15. Closer to Fine - Indigo Girls
16. Put a Little Love in Your Heart - Annie Lennox & Al Green
17. Heaven Must be Missing an Angel - Charlie’s Angels Sdtrk
18. I Can See Clearly Now - Jimmy Cliff
19. Somewhere Over the Rainbow - IZ

Granted, I probably still have all of these songs (somewhere), but really, I'm pretty good about keeping my CDs organized -- where do they go?

a poem for this wintry night

My friend wears my scarf at his waist
I give him moonstones
He gives me shell & seaweeds
He comes from a distant city & I meet him
We will plant eggplants & celery together
He weaves me cloth

Many have brought the gifts
I use for his pleasure
silk, & green hills
& heron the color of dawn

My friend walks soft as a weaving on the wind
He backlights my dreams
He has built altars beside my bed
I awake in the smell of his hair & cannot remember
his name, or my own.

Diane DiPrima